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Prologue Chapter 1 : Caramel Leaves and Cold Tea Chapter 2 : Whispershade Chapter 3 : A Dragon’s Doubt Chapter 4 : The Voice of the High Dragon Chapter 5 : The Moment That Broke Him Chapter 6 : You Don’t Carry This Alone Chapter 7 : Long Live Her Royal Nibbleness Chapter 8 : Protocol Is Dead Chapter 9 : The First Brick Chapter 10 : Fault Lines Chapter 11 : Hiraeth Chapter 12 : Alive Without Permission Chapter 13 : You Really Are Clumsy Chapter 14 : Good Girl Chapter 15 : That Chance Is Dead Chapter 16 : The Ship Goes Down With Her Chapter 17 : Only Then Can Light Enter Chapter 18 : No One Looked at Him the Same Chapter 19 : A Desperate Mother Chapter 20 : The Artist Corrects Chapter 21 : Memory Is Such a Confident Liar Chapter 22 : Ye Know Thy Sovereign Chapter 23 : They Will Kill Her Chapter 24 : Decorative Perimeter Cat Chapter 25 : Teaching the World to Sing Chapter 26 : A Trail of Gold and Blood Chapter 27 : The Baby I Couldn't Save Chapter 28 : Sin Is in the Design Chapter 29 : Little Light, Come Back Chapter 30 : We Need an Adult Chapter 31 : Treason With Incense Chapter 32 : Psycho Nun-Cat Chapter 33 : Organised Monsters Chapter 34 : Skittering Chapter 35 : The March of the One Dawn Chapter 36 : I Got Better Chapter 37 : Dignity Was Left Behind Chapter 38 : Prayer Behaving Like Machinery Chapter 39 : Five White Flowers Chapter 40 : Dragon Courtship Nonsense Chapter 41 : Something Has Gone Very Wrong Chapter 42 : A Zombie Barrier Chapter 43 : Duty Between Them

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Chapter 15 : That Chance Is Dead

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Inside the Gwennan, the mood held light for a little while.
 
The road toward Luminarch Cathedral wound through broken districts and half-cleared streets, the van bumping hard enough over old cracks that everyone periodically had to grab onto something. Sunlight flashed through the dusty windows in strips. Beyond them, the ruins of the old world slipped by—collapsed sweetshops, blackened archways, overgrown tram lines, shrines with their saints’ faces worn smooth by weather and soot.
 
Topsy was still trying to convince Mezzo that her cheek pouches were a revolutionary advance in magical logistics.
 
“I could smuggle pastries across borders,” she said.
 
“You could choke to death on a croissant,” Mezzo replied.
 
“Visionaries are always misunderstood.”
 
Plum, scribbling furiously, asked, “How many buns would you estimate your face can currently hold?”
 
“Professionally or spiritually?”
 
Ray laughed from the front, one boot hooked against the dash. Even Pitch, tucked near the rear door in his usual pocket of silence, looked as though he might have smiled if his face had remembered how.
 
Celeste sat near the middle bench, hands folded together too tightly in her lap.
 
Silver sat opposite her by the window, one arm draped along the ledge, posture perfectly composed despite every jolt of the van. He looked as if he belonged in a portrait rather than a supply vehicle—clean gloves, polished boots, coat impeccable, expression cool with that effortless noble detachment that made it difficult to tell whether he was bored or simply judging the existence of everyone around him.
 

Lumina sat two seats down from him, swinging her feet slightly above the floor.

She kept glancing at Silver.

Then at Celeste.

Then back at Silver.

Finally, she leaned toward him.

“Are you still angry?”

The van went quieter by half an inch.

Silver’s gaze shifted from the window to her.

For a moment, Celeste tensed.

But Silver’s expression did not sharpen.

It softened.

Only slightly.

Only for Lumina.

“That depends,” he said. “At whom?”

Lumina frowned. “Everyone.”

“A broad target. Inefficient, but emotionally traditional.”

Lumina considered that as though it were a serious answer.

“I don’t like it when everyone is angry.”

“No,” Silver said. “I imagine you don’t.”

His voice had none of the knife-edge he used with Celeste.

It was dry, yes.

Polished, certainly.

But almost gentle.

Lumina’s shoulders lowered.

“Celeste gets sad.”

Silver’s eyes flicked very briefly toward Celeste.

Then away again.

“Celeste is frequently sad.”

“She tries hard.”

“So I have been told.”

Lumina frowned harder. “You say things weird.”

“That is because I am educated.”

Arcade snorted from the front.

Silver ignored him.

Lumina looked down at her hands. “Do you think the Church will be scary?”

Silver studied her for a second.

Then reached into his coat and produced a small wrapped sweet from one of his inner pockets.

“Probably,” he said, offering it to her. “But most frightening institutions rely heavily on people being too impressed to notice the staff are merely clerks with better hats.”

Lumina took the sweet carefully.

“So we shouldn’t be impressed?”

“Exactly.”

She unwrapped it, looking a little brighter.

“What if they have really good hats?”

“Then admire the hats,” Silver said. “Not the institution.”

Lumina smiled.

Tiny.

But real.

Celeste watched them, startled and aching all at once.

Because there he was.

Kind.

Not soft, exactly.

Silver was never soft.

But careful.

Patient.

A little funny.

The Silver she kept believing was still in there somewhere.

Before she could stop herself, she leaned forward.

“That’s actually a good point,” Celeste said, trying to smile. “Some hats are very intimidating. There was this one councillor once with a hat so tall I thought it had its own weather system, and I couldn’t stop staring, which was rude, but also it had feathers and a little clock in it, so I think staring was probably expected—”

Silver’s face closed.

Instantly.

“Celeste.”

The word cut clean through her ramble.

She stopped.

Her ears dipped.

“I was only—”

“I wasn’t speaking to you.”

The van went still.

Lumina looked between them, sweet half-raised to her mouth.

Celeste’s smile faltered.

“Oh. Right. Sorry.”

Silver turned back to Lumina as though Celeste had simply ceased to exist.

“As I was saying,” he continued, voice pleasant again, “power likes costumes. Crowns, robes, sacred armour, absurd hats. Remember that. It helps.”

Lumina’s brow creased.

“Helps how?”

“If you can see the costume, you can remember there is a person inside it.”

He glanced toward the front of the van, toward the distant spires beginning to rise between the broken streets.

“And people can be frightened. Bribed. Misled. Embarrassed. Occasionally reasoned with, if one is desperate.”

Lumina nodded slowly.h

“So they’re not bigger than us.”

“Precisely.”

Celeste stared down at her lap.

The contrast hurt worse than direct cruelty.

Silver gave Lumina another small sweet.

“For courage.”

Lumina took it, but she looked less happy now.

Her eyes moved to Celeste again.

Silver noticed.

His mouth tightened.

“Eat it before Topsy sees it.”

That distracted Lumina enough to make her hide the sweet quickly in both hands.

Topsy’s head snapped up from the other bench.

“I heard sweet-adjacent behaviour.”

“No, you didn’t,” Lumina said, clutching it tighter.

Topsy narrowed her eyes. “Suspicious.”

For a moment, the van almost recovered its earlier rhythm.

Almost.

Then Celeste glanced at Silver once.

Then again.

At last, softly, she said, “Silver?”
 
He did not respond.
 
She tried again, a little more carefully. “Silver, I just... I wanted to say I’m sorry. Again. About everything.”
 
Nothing.
 
He kept his gaze on the passing city outside as though the broken skyline had suddenly become riveting.
 
Celeste swallowed. “I know you probably don’t want to hear it, but I mean it.”
 
Silver’s eyes moved at last, not to her, but to the reflection in the glass.
 
“How touching,” he said. “Persistence in the face of hopelessness. One almost admires it.”
 
Celeste blinked.
 
That sounded... almost kind?
 
Or at least less sharp than usual.
 
She gave the tiniest, hopeful smile. “I know I do keep trying. I just thought... maybe if I explained better—”
 
Mezzo, across from her, looked up from unwrapping something suspiciously powdered and opened his mouth, probably to warn her.
 
Too late.
 
Silver turned his head then, and the smile he gave her was beautiful in the way expensive knives were beautiful.
 
“Celeste,” he said gently, “your continued belief that making noises at me will somehow improve the situation is genuinely fascinating.”
 
Her little smile faltered, but not all the way. The insult had glided past her at first, too polished to catch.
 
She let out a small breath. “Right. Well. I only meant... I thought maybe you were less angry than before.”
 
For one suspended moment, Silver said nothing.
 
Then something in his face hardened into clarity.
 
“No,” he said.
 
The van seemed quieter all at once. Even Topsy stopped talking.
 
Silver leaned back slightly, still calm, still elegant, still maddeningly composed.
 
“I am not warming to you,” he said. “I am not reconsidering. I am not interested in repairing anything. That chance is dead.”
 
Celeste stared at him.
 
The road jolted beneath the tires. Somewhere up front, the engine rattled. Nobody spoke.
 
Silver’s voice remained soft enough that she had to lean in to hear it fully.
 
“And it is dead because of you.”
 
The words struck like a slap.
 
Celeste’s ears flattened.
 
“I...” She looked down at her hands. “I know I made mistakes.”
 
“That is a charmingly inadequate word for it.”
 
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
 
“Yes,” Silver said. “You keep saying that, don’t you?”
 
His gaze moved over her, cool and appraising, like she had become a problem to be categorized rather than a person at all.
 
“You would do well,” he continued, “to remember your place.”
 
Mezzo’s head snapped around fully now.
 
Ray half-turned from the front seat. “Silver—”
 
He lifted a hand without looking at her, not enough to silence her by rank, but by sheer audacity.
 

“When I become Caedrix,” he said to Celeste, “I suggest you pray I have forgotten all of this.”

Celeste went very still.

Silver smiled faintly.

“Because if I haven’t, I can make life for the Knights extremely difficult. Bureaucracy is a dull instrument, but surprisingly effective when applied with enthusiasm.” He tilted his head. “So for everyone’s sake, I recommend you stop this tiresome little campaign for forgiveness and let the matter die.”

The devastation on Celeste’s face was immediate and awful.

Not dramatic.

Not loud.

Just the slow collapse of hope.

Her mouth parted as though she might try one more apology, but no words came out. Her eyes dropped to the floor. Her shoulders folded inward by a fraction, then another, until it looked as if she were trying to make herself physically smaller.

“All right,” she said at last, barely audible.

Silver turned back to the window.

The conversation, in his mind, was over.

For several long seconds, the only sound in the van was the low growl of the engine and the rattle of loose tools in the storage rack.

Then Hughes spoke from the back.

“Oi.”

Silver’s eyes shifted slightly.

Hughes leaned forward, arms folded, his expression flat as old stone.

“Less of the twat behaviour.”

The van went very quiet.

Hughes nodded toward the road ahead.

“We’re on a mission.”

Silver turned his head just enough to look at him.

It was not a glare exactly.

It was colder than that.

The sort of look that suggested, very politely, that Hughes should stay out of this if he valued the continued arrangement of his teeth.

Hughes did not move.

Did not blink.

He only leaned forward slightly, voice low and rough as gravel.

“And if you’re going to look at me like that, lad…”

His eyes narrowed.

“…you’d best bring something behind it.”

The van went very quiet.

Not shocked quiet.

Worse.

The kind of quiet that happened when everyone suddenly realised Hughes had just offered Silver a very clear opportunity to either back down or get folded in half.

Silver’s expression sharpened.

Hughes held his gaze.

Calm.

Flat.

Unimpressed.

“We’re on a mission,” Hughes said. “So less of the twat behaviour.”

Ray half-turned in the front seat, one brow raised.

“In fairness,” she said, “that was a twattish thing to say.”

Silver’s smile vanished.

He looked from Hughes to Ray, then back again.

“Pardon my language,” he said, voice smooth as polished glass, “but mind your fucking business.”

Arcade froze over his datapad.

Plum’s pen stopped mid-scratch.

Pitch slowly looked up from the rear bench.

Topsy, who had been sitting upside down with her tail wrapped around a strap, let out a loud, disgusted grumble.

“Oh stars, get over yourself.”

Silver’s eyes flicked toward her.

Topsy folded her arms as best she could while upside down.

“You’re not all that and a bag of chips.”

Mezzo made a sharp sound through his nose.

Almost a laugh.

Almost a warning.

Silver stared at Topsy for a long moment.

Topsy stared back.

Entirely unbothered.

The Gwennan hit a pothole.

Everyone jolted.

Topsy swung slightly from her strap and pointed at him.

“See? Even the road agrees with me.”

Celeste gave a tiny, broken sound.

Not quite a laugh.

Not quite anything.

But enough.

Mezzo shifted at once.

He leaned forward, all brightness gone from his expression now, and looked directly at her.

“Hey.”

His voice was much softer than usual.

“Come sit next to me.”

Celeste blinked.

“What?”

“I’ve got snacks.”

It was such a terribly obvious excuse that Plum actually looked up from her notebook with visible respect.

Celeste hesitated.

Mezzo patted the seat beside him.

“C’mon. Serious emergency-level snacks. Medical-grade. Possibly even illegal.”

A weak, confused little breath escaped her.

Not quite a laugh.

But close enough to prove she still remembered how.

She gathered herself and shifted from her seat to his, careful not to bump anyone. Mezzo handed her a packet of sweet crisps and a sugar-wrapped bun from his coat pocket as if this were a sacred rite.

“There,” he said. “Much safer over here.”

His eyes flicked past her to Silver.

It was not subtle.

Not friendly either.

A warning look.

Sharp and full of heat.

Silver met it.

For a moment, that polished noble mask almost cracked.

Then he smiled.

That same easy, infuriating smile.

As though none of this mattered.

As though cruelty were merely another language he happened to speak more fluently than most.

Celeste sat beside Mezzo, quiet and wounded, staring at the snack in her hands as the Gwennan rolled on toward Luminarch Cathedral.

Outside, the broken city gave way inch by inch to older streets and pale stone spires in the distance, where the cathedral rose against the sky like a promise or a threat.

Inside the van, no one joked for a while.

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